a sudden impulse to share something here..
haven been blogging for ages now coz after
some thoughts,i felt that my blog has turned
into a space for me to rant and rant abt these
and tat.. i guess i'm really turning into a huge
complainer who rant non-stop =P
so i stopped blogging coz i cant find anything else
to blog about except to rant all day ling abt how
miserable i felt inside. And the ranting accelerate
to tat even my msn session or outing with my friends will turn into
a non-stop complain session again..
........... before i turn into a woman facing mid-age crisis,
i think i ought to do something abt tat.. as 1 of my colleague
was sharing with me, complain complain is no use, the company
is not gg to change anything because i complain. Either i take
up the task or i quit. that's juz so simple.. nobody owes u a living..
yupz okie, so i chose to take up the job in the 1st place, so
i will not give up halfway. though tiring & frustrating at times,
but i guess in the long run, it will be worthy of what i'm
putting in. so must tahan til the end. =D
Though it's the ugly side of the coin now, but i got a hunch that
things will get better.. This is the chance for me to let go of
something that can never be mine. To quote, we cannot force anyone
to love us, we can only make ourselves lovable.
Letting go of this closed door might open a new window for me
*cheerz* PS: at least i can openly drool at hunks now
without feeling any tingle of gulit haha =O~
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