Juz did a test @http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/
it's so freaking accurate esp. abt the
'you need to be needed' part so have fun pple!
You are longing for some love and affection at this time
- not that you have been deprived of tender loving care
- but there are times when everyone needs to try something
new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower
than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and
frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about
the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of
the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and
start over again and you will find that eventually the expression
'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special
meaning for you.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing
you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo
some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can
trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible
doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing
situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for
mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own.
Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability
to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive
of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such
thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that
only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to
maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for
yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done.
In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time
'you need to need'.
You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest
in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate
those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping
that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.