had been idling away time in the office
this few days.. really too unmotivated to start on
my work.. idling away my time in office, fixing coms
& chit chatting away.. haha.. like v.relax hehe all becos
my manager is overseas! haha well.. it's like public hols
in the office so should be cancelling my leave on fri. =P
leave tat to july planning to act "tourists" and visit
some place of interest. =D *dreamz*
okie i seriously need a breather, be it away from work
or personal life.. been finding lots of distractions juz
to keep myself from "hu si ran xiang". been super hyper juz
to keep myself from going "flat". really too tiring to go on
and hope for something i know will never happen. should say
i made up my mind abt that. giving up is the easier way out before
i sink in further. coz i do not want to jeopardise wat i already have.
i'm getting emotional, pmsing.. i juz cant keep up a cool head
now.. i juz feel like crying non-stop.. drained..
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