i made an decision last nite, something tat
i might regret forever. I'm so confused right now..
my heart juz sunk when she left the office... she felt like
miles and miles away frm me.. i caused all these..
this feeling's juz so familar.. not so long ago..
juz like in diff space & time.. so near yet so far..
but at least i can juz sit down quietly & think
abt all things i had done and felt.. I need to move on.
i see this time as an opp for me to release my burden
and set my priorites.
I had sat somewhere watching the world go by..
everything in haste, i felt as if my life had stopped at that moment.
if only if only, i often say to myself but deep inside i know
no pt crying over spilled milk. wat has happened already happened
looking back, i only can hope that i made the right decisions.
everyone's life is juz like a book, it depends on how are u going to
write it.. so far, i had let myself written a depressing one..
i juz hope frm now on, i will write a truly happy one.. i need time
for tat..
to someone out there, if u r reading this i juz hope u understand
i'm not trying to give up or end it. coz i'll neber
give up on u.. my actions might seems to be, but honestly no. u r
as impt or could be more impt now to me than u know who..
I juz need this time alone coz i have to completely remove e problem
b/w me & u. I dun want to keep going in circles coz i dun want to upset
u again. But if we could'nt get thru' this trial or u wish to give up
pls be assured tat i'll understand that.