Been pondering abt a lot of things recently,
thinking about life,people etc..
i had not been honest to people ard me,or even myself
coz i could not face up to wat i'm supposed to face..
i chose to take the easy way out-run away wishing my
problems will just disappear by themselves..
To lots of pple, i'm the happy-go-lucky jas, but i do
have my own problems as well.. maybe i had just use the bubbly part
to hide my insecurities & problems.
I'm on my way to self discovery and i hope to put down those
emotional baggage(s) i had been carrying with me.. I need to
move on, i promised myself that ages ago, yet unable to do that..
But now for myself, i'll just have to move on.
Forgetting is'nt a easy thing to do, i dun think i could do it..
but, i need to let tat go.. if not, i will be
always trapped in a vicious cycle, never getting out..
i might not be able to do it now, at least i'll try..
coz i knew tat r pple ard me who really does care.. People who
r willing to stretch their helping hand, lend a listening ear or
people who never gave up on me. i'm not alone in this world as i tot
myself was in.
I love you all.. I'll try my very best to put everything behind me
I won't disappoint you all.. I'll be better and be truly happier..